What does it mean is we can’t have a simple conversation? What does it mean if I feel blamed for everything?
We’re supposed to be together, I’m supposed to know how to sooth your pain. Instead I feel like I’m fishing in a lake with no fish. I try and try to impress you, and do everything I need to for you, for us. The second one thing is out of place, you give me hell for it. Nobody’s perfect. I shouldn’t feel like I’m being graded whenever we have tasks to do. This isn’t high school. I shouldn’t fucking get scolded for not paying the bill when you didn’t even put money in the bank. You’re absolutely not my boss, nor are you my parent. You’re supposed to be my girlfriend. And I’ve been trying to be yours. The minute your emotions kick in, it’s the end of the world. Nothing I say or do will help you feel better. The one time I did things right and gave you your space, you questioned me. You questioned my motives as if I wasn’t just trying to be kind to you, my girlfriend. The world isn’t the bad guy, it’s you. And you need to help yourself before you can help anyone else.